Tu Me Manques

from Dirge For My Former Life by Apricitas

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I press your letters to my lips
and dream of all you would have said
if you hadn't left us.
Anger rises to my chest, as I imagine
a world where I could still hear your laugh.
Loving you is only sorrow,
a nightmare I can't wake up from.
You haunt my every waking thought.
You rise from the grave each night
as I lie in bed attempting to sleep
to remind me how much I miss a person
I never actually met.
I'd beg you to stay a thousand times.
I'd show you all that could have been.
I'd pull you into the light
and show you it's worth it to live.
I'd show you that you are loved.
Every day, I'd fight for you.
Every night, I'd die for you.
You are the reason for my tears.
The reason for my pain.
I just want you to come back.
That's all I ask.

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from Dirge For My Former Life, released July 3, 2020

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